Sunday, November 26
i wanna be the very bestlike no one ever was...POKEMONGOTTA CATCH 'EM ALL.
drummer princess departed23:15
im a blackanese.hahahaOBS was fun fun. but i was slack slack!i love my group and its called amundsen.i appreciate that we had chewyien as our "pretty" instructorhaha. kidding.she's attractive as she is. the way she is.msia trip tml.oh.how i wish i didnt sign up now.though i wanna go badly too.i have no time to study! to catch up!so many events.i really wanna settle down....ohwells.distractions everywhere.i cant handle it :/bye singapore yet again...i'll miss you, my home.we are singaporewe are singaporewe are a nation strong and free forevermore.i love you singapore and i want to protect you. ((:haha.
Thursday, November 16
left behind...it just sucks.im not trying to attract attentionBUT HOW CAN ANYONE BE HAPPY HAVING TO RETAIN.just like grading...i need time to face reality.
drummer princess departed15:06
Thursday, November 9
nothing is toughwith Jesus around
drummer princess departed01:11
Tuesday, November 7
surprise surprisesleeping at 430am and waking up at 7amim still standing strong! :Dtoday's pw meeting went exceptionally well ^^,the best ive been tothough as usual we cant contact hwee pengwe made remarkable improvement!we found out what was wrong with our powerpointsomething always seemed to be missing from our powerpointbut we never could figure out what it wasohwells, actually i pointed out the problem (:but teeheeheethey supported too lah ((:yes!like finally thyechuan and yongsheng is like agreeing instead of being like a spoilt brat trying to contradict what i say or what i do all the timeat last we all agree and are making ammendments to our slidesdo you know something?even without much sleepi feel very very GLAD todayan out of sudden reliefworn out heart beginning to float againpw, youre something (:i never believed.but prolly im starting to.yay yay YAYtomorrow im on a secret mission with jerliang and jieying!happiness (:wheee~
drummer princess departed21:22
magical moment hey.
Monday, November 6
limitations to everything.
drummer princess departed07:14
i dont wanna be sad anymore (: (:i dont want self-pity anymorei dont want to cause people to worry for me anymorei dont want to be a weakling anymorei wanna be strongi wanna be reliablei wanna be hardworkingi wanna be a friendDaddy's precious daughter.the energy to sustain.is from you.happy yixin.
Sunday, November 5
wow. its been such a long time. gosh. promo was a disappointment. tkd was a disappointment. chinese was a disappointment. everything seems to be getting out of my control. and its really driving me crazy. i cant seem to hide my emotions as well as i used to. i really feel very discouraged. very tired. how can i tolerate any longer... 14th nov. Jesus, please rekindle the hope. ohwells. stay as plan and be happy for now.wheeBAND PRACTICE, best time of this year so far.church resumes.basketball.11th nov CIP flag day/ band practice16th nov CIP at discovery centre18th nov BAND PRACTICE20th-24th nov OBS!!!25th HILLSONGS LIVE!!!/ BAND PRACTICE27th CGSSB ALUMNI CONCERT!!!27thnov-1stdec MSIA TRIP3rd-11th dec AUSSIE TRIPhow come even the trips that used to excite me are becoming empty hopes. what am i holding on to now? me and my self-pity. ohwells.
drummer princess departed20:04