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Sunday, November 26

i wanna be the very best
like no one ever was...

POKEMON
GOTTA CATCH 'EM ALL.


23:15


im a blackanese.
hahaha

OBS was fun fun. but i was slack slack!
i love my group and its called amundsen.
i appreciate that we had chewyien as our "pretty" instructor
haha. kidding.
she's attractive as she is. the way she is.

msia trip tml.
oh.
how i wish i didnt sign up now.
though i wanna go badly too.
i have no time to study! to catch up!
so many events.
i really wanna settle down....
ohwells.
distractions everywhere.
i cant handle it :/


bye singapore yet again...
i'll miss you, my home.
we are singapore
we are singapore
we are a nation strong and free forevermore.
i love you singapore and i want to protect you. ((:
haha.


22:01


Thursday, November 16

left behind...
it just sucks.
im not trying to attract attention
BUT HOW CAN ANYONE BE HAPPY HAVING TO RETAIN.
just like grading...
i need time to face reality.


15:06


Thursday, November 9

nothing is tough
with Jesus around


01:11


Tuesday, November 7

surprise surprise
sleeping at 430am and waking up at 7am
im still standing strong! :D
today's pw meeting went exceptionally well ^^,
the best ive been to

though as usual we cant contact hwee peng
we made remarkable improvement!
we found out what was wrong with our powerpoint
something always seemed to be missing from our powerpoint
but we never could figure out what it was
ohwells, actually i pointed out the problem (:
but teeheehee
they supported too lah ((:

yes!
like finally thyechuan and yongsheng is like agreeing instead of being like a spoilt brat trying to contradict what i say or what i do all the time
at last we all agree and are making ammendments to our slides
do you know something?
even without much sleep
i feel very very GLAD today
an out of sudden relief
worn out heart beginning to float again
pw, youre something (:
i never believed.
but prolly im starting to.

yay yay YAY
tomorrow im on a secret mission with jerliang and jieying!
happiness (:
wheee~


21:22




magical moment hey.



04:12


Monday, November 6

limitations to everything.


07:14


i dont wanna be sad anymore (: (:
i dont want self-pity anymore
i dont want to cause people to worry for me anymore
i dont want to be a weakling anymore
i wanna be strong
i wanna be reliable
i wanna be hardworking
i wanna be a friend
Daddy's precious daughter.

the energy to sustain.
is from you.
happy yixin.


07:07


Sunday, November 5

wow. its been such a long time. gosh. promo was a disappointment. tkd was a disappointment. chinese was a disappointment. everything seems to be getting out of my control. and its really driving me crazy. i cant seem to hide my emotions as well as i used to. i really feel very discouraged. very tired. how can i tolerate any longer... 14th nov. Jesus, please rekindle the hope. ohwells. stay as plan and be happy for now.

whee
BAND PRACTICE, best time of this year so far.
church resumes.
basketball.
11th nov CIP flag day/ band practice
16th nov CIP at discovery centre
18th nov BAND PRACTICE
20th-24th nov OBS!!!
25th HILLSONGS LIVE!!!/ BAND PRACTICE
27th CGSSB ALUMNI CONCERT!!!
27thnov-1stdec MSIA TRIP
3rd-11th dec AUSSIE TRIP


how come even the trips that used to excite me are becoming empty hopes. what am i holding on to now? me and my self-pity. ohwells.


20:04